lots to say but not to share!
three weeks may be a little more teach you quite a bit!
I was reminded in these three weeks many a times of a sunday four years back (yeah that was my last post which i deleted) when we had lost a race and were out of the rowing crew for banglore! thats when i had known the feeling 'helpless'!
learnt that sometimes there just are supposed to be no breaks!
learnt that the 'self preachings of aloofness' funda cannot be applied forever and to everything!
man is a social animal, i dint think i would accept that some day!
learnt that i had to stop comparing myself to Indians around , Chinese instead! and trust me that helps!
learnt that i still do respect the person that is me inspite of poor results!
And though i realise it late and i deserve a spanking for that, all it needs is a mail from Neeti and a call from Mads to get ,may be not the situation ,but my spirits back to normal!
And just about when it seems to end, i sight a probability of it becoming tougher, much tougher, and then , when usually i would have truely believed that i have run out of luck, i learn that still dont feel so and still would say quite firmly 'I am the luckiest person on earth!'
rujuta